FOUND IT!!

I was looking in all the wrong places. I was focusing within. (Thanks E.A. for reminding me!) Never going to find it that way! Prayer helped me remember the real focus. The focus is on Him. Have to always remember this!! Regaining my focus is great. Ah yes....helps me remember the reason for it all. The meaning of life only comes with with a relationship with Him. God centered ....not self-centered. So, glad He is forgiving and loving.